Hi blog, it's me again. Here. Again. Amazing, isn't it..How it always comes back to the same square, named One.
It's been since so many years, but now I will officially name this blog my sad blog, as it's where I go to write whatever feelings that I have been keeping inside, which is normally sad, if it's hidden. Perhaps it's something like my virtual bolster. *hugs tight*
Sometimes I wonder if I will mess up my life.
People always say what we do now affects our future. I wonder how my future will be like.
I wonder if the decisions I make sometimes are out of pride..something that I always say just plain ruins relationships, any kind.
And I wonder sometimes if I could be better, then maybe I won't ruin so many things. Wouldn't always make people angry. Wouldn't make people feel awkward.
And I wonder sometimes, if I could live without prejudice, without judging, without preconceptions, and with more love, more understanding, and more objectivity.
I wish I could be truly fair. And I'm not talking about my skin colour.
But I wish I wouldn't keep scores.
Scores of those who embarrassed me, who spoke a harsh word to me, who laughed at me, who scolded me mercilessly, who hurt me unknowingly.
I wish I can always understand where people are coming from as they talk, and not make my own judgements.
..and sometimes, I'd wish to be the me I was in high school. So do you, so do you.
It's been since so many years, but now I will officially name this blog my sad blog, as it's where I go to write whatever feelings that I have been keeping inside, which is normally sad, if it's hidden. Perhaps it's something like my virtual bolster. *hugs tight*
Sometimes I wonder if I will mess up my life.
People always say what we do now affects our future. I wonder how my future will be like.
I wonder if the decisions I make sometimes are out of pride..something that I always say just plain ruins relationships, any kind.
And I wonder sometimes if I could be better, then maybe I won't ruin so many things. Wouldn't always make people angry. Wouldn't make people feel awkward.
And I wonder sometimes, if I could live without prejudice, without judging, without preconceptions, and with more love, more understanding, and more objectivity.
I wish I could be truly fair. And I'm not talking about my skin colour.
But I wish I wouldn't keep scores.
Scores of those who embarrassed me, who spoke a harsh word to me, who laughed at me, who scolded me mercilessly, who hurt me unknowingly.
I wish I can always understand where people are coming from as they talk, and not make my own judgements.
..and sometimes, I'd wish to be the me I was in high school. So do you, so do you.
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