being normal is weird

I was reading one of my old books, and it says there "Everyone is Normal Until You Know Them". Haha :)

Ad there I was, thinking how true is that.

I don't know how many times, funnily, I said I just want to be normal..and yet only now I've come to be reminded that no one is honestly 'normal'. Ie, everyone is WEIRD!!

You know how they always tell you you're special and there is no one else around like you? What they mean, is that you're so weird, there's no one else who is like you. Haha, that doesn't mean that 'you're so WEIRD no one is weirder than you' but more like, everyone is weird in their own ways, so we've got to tolerate each other's intrinsic nature.

Where I am going with this post is that...I am weird. SOOO weird. But that doesn't mean that I'm an alien in this world. If I am, I am an alien in an alien's world. The thing is that, I forget that people ARE different. We grow up in different places, with different values, forging different habits. We know that.

And the thing is...I don't know. I don't really know what's up with this life, y'know?

P/s: I'm wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts...but you are the best thing that's ever been mine.