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Monday, October 10, 2011

crestfallen

Sleepy, but not exhausted so I'm awake chilling and surfing the net..it's been a month since I've started at Taylor's lakeside.. :) It's been pretty packed and I love the campus. I'm so satisfied..

But today I'm in denial. I know something's wrong, but it's just to easy to let it slide and pretend it's all okay. It hurts inside. At the end of the day, I'm alone and lonely and it's this big giant rock hiding under a leaf. I've so many friends that I cherish, but.. there's a gap today.

.:makarina:.

I try to do stuff differently, and if I honestly put in effort,I know it'll work out well! I learn by observing.I am a messy girl :D